Friday, August 28, 2009

Alone in her darkness

Alone in her darkness she allowed no one to know how far she had gone or how deep she had dug herself. She lay in her bed with the man that had vowed to love and cherish her forever asleep beside her. Her heart beating erratically, she could not breath, she would die in this bed was the thought that repeated itself over and over in her mind. She wanted to run she wanted to scream. Her life was slowing crumbling around her and all she could do was dig herself deeper and deeper into the abyss of her darkness.

She no longer connected with them she only existed. She watched them all live their lives around her while she inside just wanted to be alone. She felt smothered in her own skin and she felt like she was being suffocated when he got near her. Her anger towards him was over whelming so she kept her distance. She no longer spoke to him as lovers do; he had disappointed and broken her heart too many times. He was the reason that she had fled back to her dark prison. He was once a kindred spirit to her and now he was such a stranger. They would never find each other again; they would never be as they once were. She still accepted him in her heart but he no longer held the place he once had. She was no longer the woman he married she was now just a hollow shell.

1 comment:

  1. Awesome to see you posting your stuff for others to read!!

    (*Hugs*)

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