I have been feeling like my heart is shattered. You know that feeling you get when the love of your life has walked away from you?
Yeah that feeling. :-(
Alone.
Anxious.
Sad.
I am sure this will pass I just have to work through it and figure out what the loss is that I am mourning.
What do I think I am mourning? Who knows.
My freedom?
My youth?
My smile?
My sense of hope?
I’m having the quicksand dream again. Feelings of being pushed down by a force I can’t see.
I know I have an enormous amount of things that bog me down and I am sure they all play a part in these feelings.
My stresses in no particular order:
1) Work
2) Weight
3) Family
4) Finances
5) Life
What can I do to remove some of those stresses and feel less anxious and overwhelmed?
1) Workout – this would help my weight and stress
2) Budget better – and stick to it
3) Eat better
4) Find some time for myself
5) Move far, far, away from all of the bull shit.
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