WOW, I LOST TEN POUNDS!!!

Well I am not sure how accurate my scale is since my son has been known to jump on it and it may be off a little bit (buying a new one this weekend). I can’t say I feel ten pounds thinner or even see it but I will take what I can get at this point. Ok so I am not setting up my bikini photo shoot just yet but I am going to cheer for myself instead of beat myself up like I normally do. Ten pounds is ten pounds and I will go at this slow and steady and pray its 109 friends will soon follow and get lot too.


I have been trying to envision myself 109 lbs. lighter and I have to admit I am getting pretty excited. I hope I don’t look like a prune and end up with layer upon layer of loose flesh. I am hoping that my 34 year old skin still has enough elasticity to snap back into place. *fingers crossed*

I am envisioning a healthier, active, fun mom for my son.

I am envisioning being more confident with who I am.

I am envisioning shopping and loving it.

I am envisioning my poor body not aching anymore from carrying around my 2** Lbs. every day.

I am envisioning…..

I guess the list can go on and on but I won’t do that to you…today.

I can say whole heartedly that staying away from my old habits is a lot harder then I first thought it would be. I know that sounds weird of course it’s hard stupid!! What I am trying to say is that I thought that once I made up my mind to do this and told myself this is what we are going do and we are not giving up this time that I would just bulldozer over my attraction for chili cheese fries and greasy burgers but no IT LIVES. The mere mention of them as I write this got my heart racing and my taste buds on over drive. *wiping drool*

I have only been at this a couple of weeks and I am determined to stick this one out.

I have lost 10 lbs and I have 109 more to go but I am not looking at it like it is a huge number, I am looking at it as small steps to my goal one pound at a time.

Have a great one!

Deb